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Pain...pain...then more pain...

Posted on August 12, 2010 with 0 comments

Good morning my love...

I awoke to the sound of crying and sobbing like I've never heard before.  Then I realized it was me.  Mourning my love.  Nights are hard....but when the morning light comes again I know I must live through another day without you here with me.  The pain...oh the pain...of your absence is so unbelievably deep that I cannot fnd the words. 

I miss you so much my love and there are so many things going on right now that I need your strength to help me through it.  But I've learned since I don't have it to reach out to Papa God although sometimes I fail there too.  I forget and try to get through this without his guiding hands and then I stumble and fall and there he is to pick me up.  Trailing behind me just waiting for me to cry out Papa...Papa I can't do this on my own. 

His Grace is sufficient!!! 

2 Corinthians 12:9  = But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

Your loving wife....6:22

 

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